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when the morning comes i'm already up.
at three a.m. i'm squinting at the clock
wondering:
is that really what time it is?
and what kind of body keeps doing this?

tried the pills:
melatonin, benadryl.
tried the teas:
chamomile, valerian root, lavender, peppermint, ginger.

you'd think that
night after night of this circumstance--
you'd think that
the body would cry, "it's too much, i will sleep tonight, i will sleep tonight, i will sleep through the night."

the fog will clear away, someday it'll be clear.
maybe we could start sleeping in shifts.
picture this:
a lion pride existence.
with a body and mind that are connected.

it feels silly to say i'm tired. i'm not tied.
i can't sleep, so how could i be tired?
i'm not tired, i'm not tired,
i just can't sleep.
i just can't speak
the words that i want to say.

maybe someday.

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from the last time we had this conversation, released April 1, 2020

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fear of blushing is james parenti and krystle phelps. they are in love.

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