All My Friends Are Dead

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it doesn't feel good
to love you anymore.
to watch your light fade.

it doesn't feel good
to speak to you anymore.
i'm tired of the spin, the empty logic.

i'm so happy you're happy.
i'm happy, too.

it doesn't feel good
to see you anymore.
i'm teaching myself to hate you.

it doesn't feel good
and it doesn't feel natural
to think of you that way--
or like a friend that's passed away.

i'm so happy you're happy.
i'm happy, too.

'cause i decide what's worth going through.

i'm so happy you're happy.
i am happy, too.

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from the last time we had this conversation, released April 1, 2020

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fear of blushing is james parenti and krystle phelps. they are in love.

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